Hells Bells...

Yeah, my head's ringing with frustration... but, it's a very strange, happy, confusing, lustful frustration that can't really be defined with words.

I'm not sure where I'm going with this, so I won't type much thismorning, but I was feeling a little expressive and confused all at the same time, so here I am, typing yet again. Kinda like "Dear diary... WTF?!", but the post script would read "Tee-he".

Is there a god? If there is, hey guy, gimme a clue... what's the plan, man?

I had a good day today and an even better night. I think I may have even felt human for a few hours. I forgott what it felt like.

I know I may not be making a lot of sense to most right now, but trust me, it makes sense in my world. Further meditation is required to sort this all out... and some rest. My physical, mental and astral are all in need of a good recharge.

I've hit a turning point at what may very well be the middle of my life, but I wouldn't say it's a crysis, more like an awakening. Now I just need to decypher it propperly. Promise, my next entry will make more sense.

To all: Be at peace with what you are, Don't dwell on negative energy & try to smile about what you have in life as little as it may be at times.

I love you (yeah, you).
~KM