Wow...

I really feel pretty good today. Thanks mostly to Meggan... amazingly. My "I love you's" are being met with a different responce than usual for the most part, as are my "I miss you's" It's almost like we're still us, just lost from eachother. Her distantness and coldness has all but vanished.

While there's no feeling of us being a couple, there is a feeling of mutual understanding and trust once again. That in itself makes me feel like life is worth living. We've been having a good time hanging out together again, which hasn't been the honest mutual feeling since before this all started.

There's nothing I wouldn't do for her and I feel like she's come to terms with that for once and is just letting me be me instead of trying to suppress my being.

I know you're reading this, and I hope I'm not overstepping any boundaries in what I'm expressing here, but damn I love you, baby. You've made me so happy just by being you.

Here's a song. Listen to the words.
~KM