Must be a record!

This many positive feeling posts in a row, I mean.

My life seems to have a reason right now. What is that reason? To help Meggan remember why we were together in the first place. We're ment for eachother. It wasn't chance, our meeting when we did. I believe that all of this has happened for a reason. I believe we've helped eachother grow in so many ways since our souls crossed paths and I believe this whole situation over the past 2 months is no different. I became a different person when I started taking Meggan seriously the first time oh so many years ago and I've become a different person again. I feel like we've helped eachother to grow as adults and without one another, I feel I'd still be a party-going, booze-hounding, emotionless, womanizing teenage-mentality-having, user. Meggan honed my personality to fit an adult society, and I feel I did the same for her. We have only known eachother 8 years, but we rather literally grew up together.

We've been spending alot of time together. To me, she seems to really enjoy our time together. She's warmed up alot and even listens when I want to talk about us. She's still a little unsure how to respond to some of the things I say, but she no longer seems uncomfortable with anything I have to say. We've discussed everything from just being together all the way to the what-if's of future living arangements... orange shag carpet *drool*.

I dunno if I'm just reading too much into things, but I really don't tthink I am. I feel 'wanted' by her for once. We're still just best friends, but I still hold great hopes for our family. I know she still loves me (she lets me know sometimes... I always say it first, but when she says it back, it means alot to me. I think she'll eventually say it BEFORE I do... when she's ready. She just needs time to remember us. This is my honest oppinion. Nothing is factual about my thoughts on her feelings, and maybe I've stepped out of reality, but I don't feel like I have.

I believe our family is unbreakable and that we can survive anything life deals us.
Think about us, hun.
~KM